STPM成绩出了我好像把人家的成绩当成我自己的成绩酱
尤其是当我看到那些跟我那一样科目的senior的成绩的时候真的是吓到
因为没有人PP A
甚至D+的都有
这科顿时从我最放心的一科变成我最担心的一科
而且我听说老师哭了希望我真的有本事在明年成绩出的时候让老师开心起来咯
我会用尽我最大的力量考
不管是什么科
今年学校没有100%及格率~唉忽然觉得好压力
因为老师们都把希望转嫁到我们的身上了
我每天都把这两封信放在文件夹最前面带在身边
以提醒自己这一切来得不容易
这是一个会影响我一生的考试
所以我一定要不顾一切的努力
只是我有点彷徨我真正要做的是什么
只知道可以脱离科学就好了。
哈哈，我要去做写信给首相的比赛了
拜一要交~
*在这里给景华的话，
虽然世蕊飞了可是你以后还可以找我吐苦水啊！
我回来了
昨天，我去了bandar penawar的体育馆
我们三点多才到家
这次的运动会蛮成功的啦
因为以我的经验
每年bertugas kecemasan的时候
都会惹来老师的辱骂
以为今年也会
还好没有
因为这是我最后一年在这间学校参与运动会
当然要有完美的记忆啦
其实，对我来讲，最重头局的项目还是看老师跑~呵呵
看到我那组的老师跑
好像被一个老师跑第三棒的老师害到跑最后第二
看老师也拿奖牌很可爱叻
虽然这次运动会不是我们hulubalang冠军
不过也算ok 啦
因为sukantara和merentas desa我们都拿了
再说sukantara和merentas desa才是集合全体力量的咯
运动会只能靠运动员的嘛
讲到这个，sukantara的奖杯也在昨天颁。。
今天，我的pa2老师教一个新的graph
我补习还没学过的
然后他又不会教~我很bek chek
偏偏在学校的时间又不够用哦
如果够用的话就可以把我不明白的都拿去问老师了
每天下课都不够时间可以给我好好用
除了上厕所还有站岗时间就飞掉了
真的很想不要站岗
可是当巡擦员就一定要站岗啊
今天是因为BM2老师没来
所以我才可以偷用他的时间，哈哈
算了啦
明天上课多一天就公假了~我一定要好好善用时间！
今天第一天回去学校上课
开周会到很久
我从七点多站到十点
脚好酸~
只有一个字可以形容-累
不过如果跟依婷比的话
那就还好啦
不懂明天会几累
无法想象
我的hulubalang没有排在前四名了
其实早已经预料到的
因为在acara sebelum sukan输得很厉害一下
结果前四名全都是之前历史悠久的组
很好笑，好像新的组一点也不存在酱
我的老师终于今天没有再发烧了-那个星期一周会他就发烧的老师
这么久没上课
我真的好想上课
可是偏偏今天就很多课没上到
唯一有上到的课我又没有在班上
真的超想这些很麻烦的工作统统马上处理掉给我好好读书
说真的，读中六真的不是考验智慧而已
就连心智也有哦
如果没有意志力的话应该会很辛苦吧
因为那个签，
我好像成为了她们嘴边的话题
也不知道准不准的
反正最后就是不成嘛
我不觉得有什么好笑的咯
不说了，我要好好恶补一下，因为不久就要测验了。
最近很想念兵营的生活，
所以前几天一直把照片放上面子书
结果有很多朋友来评论~
那天我还跟慧倪聊了聊天
今天我就看她把我们一起拍的照片上载上来~
昨天，没有特别讲好的
我和嘉敏，哲妤，还有sherry约出来见面了一下~
陪她们在叶芳面吃面
然后很巧的，我们这桌因为国民服役认识的人遇到一个要回去兵营的女营员和她的家人
昨天是初六，我们去年也是初六的时候回去报道，
看她一脸不想回去的样子。
去年我超级想抽空回去兵营看看的
可是一直没有去成
今年更不用说了
一来要考试的关系
二来出来久了感情淡了就没人要陪我回去了
第三个嘛~是最关键的：就是我想回去的理由没有了
因为很多jurulatih不是换去别的营了就是没有当jurulatih了
不过我还是很想念cikgu aliah咯。
Stpm的成绩这个月25号出
虽然不是我考可是我却很担心
也许是因为明年的这个日子就会轮到我的关系吧？
后天开学了~不知是喜是忧
今天，我家隔壁的两个小瓜一家人搬家了
没有搬去很远啦
还是同一个花园
就突然间沉静了许多
可是上学的时候就不会有闹钟可以叫我起来了
最近有点无聊，有点懒，有点讨厌自己浪费时间。。
终于，我打了那么多篇的英文post
才觉悟要打华文的。。
因为我打英文的目的其实就是要逼自己多用英文而已
身为华人，我还是觉得我们没办法用英文表达的心情甚多
每年，阿姨她们都会帮我们一家人求签
不过不是每一年的都很好笑
今年，我的诗签就真的很好笑了
让人摸不清头脑
不过还好啦
只要不要身体不好还是变笨就好了
因为我真的很期待成功的那一刻
哈哈，刚刚我去看雨扬的节目
她说羊和马不管在哪个方面都很合得来哦~
（重点是我的林宇中是属马的啦）
套一句景华讲的话，
今年情人节和大年初一在同一天
情人节赢了~
p/s-打错了，我是要讲新年赢了啦~
分享一下最近很喜欢的一首歌，虽然它有点久了：
心 被海风吹过
咸咸的自由
还隐隐作痛
当太阳沉没
我们的故事全剧终
伤 被时间追过
今天的自由
是一道彩虹
带我迎接
明天最亮的晴空
抹乾眼泪往前走
用微笑召唤幸福海鸥
我们勾勾手
不准不快乐
就把舍不得
都丢进回忆的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手
如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强
勇敢去追求
伤 被时间追过
今天的自由
是一道彩虹
带我迎接
明天最亮的晴空
抹乾眼泪往前走
用微笑召唤幸福海鸥
我们勾勾手
不准不快乐
就把舍不得
都丢进回忆的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手
如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强
勇敢去追求
我们勾勾手
要比谁都快乐
就把舍不得
都丢进成长的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手
如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强
勇敢去追求
一定更坚强把爱
勇敢追求
It was the third day of lunar chinese new year..
I felt quite bored at home..realised that I was so lazy with my holiday mood...I think it is better for me to busy at school,with my Hulubalang spirits because I suddenly thinking of the little boy(the atlet of my team).I like him very much,he was so cute with his twins brother,but I like him much more..
today Shyhlei,Jinghua and Yuling come my house and after that we go Sheuechin's house..It was quite a long time I didn't meet her,everytime she go back here also never meet with me,this time went her house can get angpau somemore~
Happy Chinese New Year for all my friends..may tiger year bring all fortune and prosperous for all of us..
I felt quite touching when I received a few of my malay's teachers and friends greeting's sms,based on this,I realised that what I believe is real,that is-people will treat you with the way how you treat them...if you kindly treat people well,then people will also repay you at this way or vice versa...
I almost forgot today was valentine's day because I have not celebrate for that a long time..
only remember that last year's valentine's day I was at plkn camp,that day our camp held blood donate campaign,I didn't donate although how craving I am to do so..
it was quite meaningful for me to spend the valentine's day at there..
this year,finally 4 of us get the opportunity to get together during Chinese New Year..
new year,quite bored at home,new year only makes me happy because of the holiday and no need go to school..sometimes when I felt bored,I even thinking was it right for a long holiday,proceeding in wasting time?
no matter how,a new year can be a new start for those who havent start from the beginning year of 2010 and or someone like me who start and stop there a long time with busy school life..
My friends said I have become more darker..(crying)
just a few days later will be Chinese New Year,
but I spent much time at school rather than my home..
today will the last day for me to contribute on acara sebelum sukanI will back to school later...
after this,all the teachers prepare for the sports day at Bandar Penawar,I am quite sad for that I was chosen for BBSM,
because I would like to shout for my rumah sukan..but whatever larr,thinking as it was a blessing for me to do some kind deed...
I just went back from school,dead beat..
but it was great that the acara sebelum sukan end..
after tomorrow will be a small break for me,
forget all the busy thing and nonsense
just take a break for it..
actually was the school planning to held sports day at Bandar Penawar?only limited people can go there,
so there will be lack of the supporters shouting atmosphere
it will be not like before,not everyone can join on that events,was it a good idea?
My connection has been okay~because I have waste RM50 for that..so,I am broke now.
I treat it as this money use to have a better day and any disaster can be avoided lo.
I am happy-ing because the kolokium has been cancel so I can rest at home today,only today,tomorrow will be as busy as yesterday,step at home an hour more then 3pm back to school again for the acara sebelum sukan..many people fainted yesterday...
my hulubalang seems can only depends on khairi,and jiamin..
hopefully hulubalang still can be the winner on sports day..
I am getting lazier,haiz...
everyday busy until no dream..
I want study but my eyes sealed...
then teachers keep on complaint towards Form6..
I have did my part..
just left a part of hopeless people,I felt speechless when saw them...
don't know what's wrong with it?
always disconnected although the icons show connected~
just left about 1 week will be our chinese new year,
but this was the first time I didnt have prepared much more for that
unlike last year,all of us was so happy when thinking want to go back home at PLKN
Today was the last Merentas Desa for me in my life,
but it was the first time I duty as BSMM although I have joined BSMM since I was form1
I saw all of them was so excited to run,to get marks for their team
many of them fainted when they reached school and get the card for their number
one of the chinese boy until I and Yeetin also cannot support his weight..
it is quite a not bad experience for the last year for me at SMK Laksamana
quite make me proud for that is the son of Madam Nor Azlin + president of Hulubalang was the one who first arrived school...
and my Hulubalang team was so strong,
until managed to get Juara keseluruhan merentas desa 2010
now waiting for next week's acara sebelum sukan and sports day on 23 February...
my chief of the team teacher also very weirdo,
he seems very cool and not care about our successful,
but when the moment they announced that we are the champion for Road Run 2010,
his smile was very charming...haha,because I noticed that...next week will be the busy week also. .
need to back to school 3.30pm.I love Hulubalang because it makes me have the sense of belongings similar with the time I was in Alpha company at Plkn last year..
yesterday got a shit luck
early in the morning getting caught by the Mr.F of my school but I am not to blame lo,because I consult my teacher before yet he said this said that...from the time he become GPK koko until now become HEM also nothing contribute to us lo,especially for the koko marks,makes me until now also fed up with him although my koko marks have repaired last year but his face,I still cannot stand with...
lately very busy with doing koko report
if my hulubalang can be the winner in my last year at Laksamana,then I will be very happy and it will be OK and as a present for me to be so tired...have a good news here,23 February will be my school sports day and the venue will be the stadium Bandar Penawar,it is only the luckiest thing for me to study Form6...and next week will start acara sebelum sukan,we will be tired again...
talking about my chief teacher of Hulubalang,I mention him at my blog before,now find ok to work with him although before he left a bad impression and smoking somemore,but he is a quite not bad de teacher larr with his handsome face,haha
early in the morning heard that my Sejarah1 teacher accident...
quite sad about that although I am not so chummy with her..
they said her child injured badly...
hopefully they will getting well from the trauma accident soon,let's pray for that!
today is Tuesday,the starting point for my busy days this week because yesterday my Hulubalang latihan merentas desa was cancelled..
I just came back from school for the Kolokium,taking the opportunity to blogging and then find some materials about my kolokium's topic-Organ Donation
Tomorrow will be the trial of merentas desa
yet I need to 'pursue' my Koko marks so I decided to jaga tomorrow(morning and evening)that's mean morning have to skip some period...and after school have to come back school again...heard the next week got acara sebelum sukan somemore,so also have to help the teachers..just when will be my time to have a rest?I really want to study but it seems every time when the year of government examination,the mood for study reduced..anyway,I must defeat my laziness!
