oops,tomorrow will be 1 February..I can only say that time really flies
I dont want larr~
I think start from tomorrow I will have a busy life...
I strongly agree with Jinghua that study Form 6 if we still thinking that it is hard,then it may be hard to survive,so,just treat it as a joy.maybe one day when we become successful then we will miss the study life at form6...
I would like to share a part of nice song lyrics here,profound~
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听
自己做决定

相爱没那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福沒有那麼容易
才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心
所以最開心
曾經
沒那麼簡單
沒那麼簡單
就能去愛　別的全不看
變得實際
也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單　一久也習慣
不用擔心誰　也不用被誰管
suddenly miss my PLKN days
haha,and then I took my PLKN cap to my cub~
anyway,as tiger year is coming soon~

great news!

haha,got a great news great news for me,
my rumah sukan HULUBALANG temporary was the winner of Sukantara
I am very happy for that because my rumah sukan haven't be the first since I was Form1..
It was unbelievable~haha,anyway,as a member and secretary of hulubalang,I will give as much as my support for all my atlet hulubalang!
anyway it was the first time I got such sense of belongings，although before that I was in SATRIA team for 5 years...

yesterday the programme was much success than the day before..
they are much more talkative than the day before one..
very happy that we did it so successful...

after that,it was my time to study...
I have been lazy a few days,cannot be like that again...

Exhausted with nothing gain...

I am very tired..exhausted
busy entertaint singaporeans
said was the cultural exchange worr
but I dont think we got any cultural difference so
their teachers look more fit and good lo
very sporting that kind,with their teacher in charge's speech..
English was so fluent,how I hope I can heard it everyday,maybe this can help me improve my English because I need to take for Muet Examination on 24 April...I am very worried about that..
luckily today kolokium was cancelled so that I can come back home and "steal"time and wreak my feelings here
but,I have to back to school 4pm again...

Today no school...
I supposed to be very happy
but I am not
because I have study for a whole day for the test
yet I have been told that today no need to school
then the test most probably will held on tuesday or thursday
next monday have to go back school again..
how am I got time to study?

As a Johor citizen,let's mourning for our late Sultan Johor...

I am stressful,so I come here release my tension...
Not enough time for me larr
I thought seems today was thursday then it means my break are not far
Who knows?today my school give us a note show that this saturday and 6 Feb will be the cuti ganti for Chinese New Year...
then it is enough lo..
this Saturday is follow Thursday's timetable..
I have 5 period of History!
and my tamadun Islam's teacher said want have a test that day...
then the Kolokium also havent done anything yet...
I need more time to study la
my time is not belong to contribute on those nonsense things~

today was my grandma's death 8 year anniversary
she was the one who doted me most before
although she leave us 8 years already,
I will never forget how she doted on me
hopefully she always be peaceful at another world...

I must do a well time management for myself..
I dont have much more time larr
no matter at school or at home
seems the day go though very fast
but I do nothing...
the muet essay horr, I really dont know how to do that
as last year exam I wrote exceed 200 words so the mark are not good
then Friday teacher teach de I also not confident for her teaching lo
because it was too short and not elaborate also..
actually what is the technique to do this essay ?
I always thinking want to borrow Muet and BM2 reference books from school library,but I am timeless after deduct the time go toilet,find teacher and ask some question,duty as a prefect....just when I will have time?
I hope we can start PA tuition faster because I dont want somebody spoilt my mind..haha

Finally friday..
Today is Mummy's Birthday~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mum!
cannot imagine the life at school so many hours next Monday Goodness arr I just bought the Hulubalang shirt haha,I am proud with it,because I think it is the prettiest among 8 of the shirt...Even it is purple colour..
I was shocked when I saw a news about the sabotage of church at my place-Kota Tinggi Elizabeth Church
just dont know why must they do that..
do such silly and childish thing

only caused by a word then they cannot control their emotion...

felt stressed when I fill in the registration form of MUET and STPM
not enough time for me to do homework,study,have a rest,and even sleep also
I felt dull these few days
very tired, very lazy...
next Monday need to stay back until 6pm..
because the of kokurikulum lo,and my Hulabalang got roadrun exercise,
as the secretary,I ought to be there
and for the sake of my koko marks this year,
although I am really dont want to go
actually the secrectary post is belong to Mingyen one,
but she dont want it then give it to me...
the chief teacher was the teacher who I have a not good impression towards one-Hisyamuddin
the BSMM just all go as my estimation
haha,although I know teacher really hope me to be the president
but based on the democracy
we have to follow that
I am not care for that so,
just hope that I could get 81 marks for me this year
because only this,I can get A for my KOKO marks
the club we choose persatuan seni visual
haha,felt want to laugh..
go there only want the post
and the club left also very boring one
I just managed to draw a world map
this world map waste me much more time lorr!
the kolokium,I dont know how to translate it in English..
really not willing to do it
but have to do also
haizzzz,
I think I am quite lucky bacause my group got Huikian..
somemore,my fascilator are En Md Zain and Pn Norhayati....
hope Chinese New Year coming soon..
I want cookies~

lately got 2 of my friends birthday
1 is birthday on 8 January(Jinghua)and another is today,10 January birthday de Siewboon
seems both of them was so thin and small
really unbelievable that they have achieve 19 years old
here,I want to greet them Happy Birthday

tomorrow is monday
felt lazy to go to school
haha,very worried about my studies
because I don't think my teacher able to finish all the syllabus before STPM
with the sukantara,johan olahraga somemore...
but it is good to hear that tomorrow still back as usual,1.10pm
my form teacher said tomorrow will give us the form of registration STPM lerr
so scared to heard that
and the MUET also follow on,
haiz~

I am going to cry!

I am going to cry...
such a bad luck
I don't know where I can vent out such this feelings
I nearly cry just now,
I thought my nightmare will end since I walked out from science stream
but too bad I was wrong..
My nightmare haven't end yet
I still have to see one of the teacher because my PA2 teacher changed already
change to the better is ok,but now is change to the worst...
I don't know how to face that
I think this will be the first challenge I face on 2010
I must face it and defeat it until my STPM PA is A*
My feeling now more stable but still got some psycho not balance
that is for sure one because when you get something good at first then end up with the bad one who also will feel like that
somemore I am the only class not being teach by my Pn Norhayati...
and I am the only one damn bad luck
Anywhere,here,spare a space to thanks my dear Pn Norhayati,she is a good teacher indeed,Thanks,teacher...

today only the second day of the school open
but the homeworks make me crazyyyyy
it indeed is a new year but I dont have much more feeling that it is new
because almost all my teacher remain the same,just PA1 teacher changed only
other than the environment,I think school have much more changes compared with last year...
the new building can use already
but we use the building since before is belong to form6 students one(no,I should said Pra-u,haha)
start from next week,we need to stay at school until 3.30pm from monday to wednesday
it is rather sad to hear that
I think I will be very sleepy lo
the PERTINA club change the name to Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar
the teacher in charged form6 even said want to have pilihanraya again..
luckily I have confirm with CikguHawa,not such thing happen...
or else I am doing foolish during last year with nothing granted
the cocuricular activities also got limit,not all of the club we can join...

tomorrow need going to school
although I didnt want it,
but I have to do it..
hopefully I can enjoy it
since new year,then I want forgot all the past
and even I turned down their invitation to go out...




lately I am doing some soul-searching,
really grateful to my brother,
I dont have a real brother,
but I have a godbrother
he is as kind as my real kin
from I was form3 until now
it is really many years
hopefully we can have a long lasting godship until we die
I really appreciate it
helps me walked out from my worst situation before
and spare a thought for me,concern me...
here,want tell my brother,THANK YOU


the other person I want to mention here is Jinghua
I think we should know each other before,
because we are very stubborn
everytime see her I look like seeing a mirror
bacause our character is almost the same
people always said that when you meet a person exactly same with you
then most probably is will get very well with each other or vice versa
thanks for the teaching course,or else I think we wont be so close until everytime I called her then chat minimum half an hour,haha
Jinghua,the blogskin before got some problem
so I change it,although I really like that blogskin very much
Here,I want say jinghua,I am really happy and grateful to have a friend like you
you are my harvest 2009..haha

A new year,
new hope,
new aspiration,
all are new
all start afresh
it is quite a good feeling
Today I went to school daftar
actually only want to pay the fees only
boring~
First day of the year,but I am so sotong today..
never experienced that before,
I left my handphone at Qianni's car
hopefully I won't sotong throughout this year as today was only the beginning of a year