Wednesday, March 31, 2010

tomorrow will be 1 April~oh no

scared~I only left about 23 days to study for MUET.......

我的心情变好了..

哈哈,原因是因为我的历史从去年的不及格变成这次测验的全班最高分

两张都是最高分哦

最然不是很高啦,61

怎样都算有进步啦

可是这次我的pp就完了啦

因为我不是天枰座所以当两科在同一天考的时候

我就不懂的分配时间来读书

去年我很顾pp然后就忽略历史结果历史不及格

这次就反之~呵呵

下次会怎样叻?

从昨天到现在心情都不错

希望不会有人破坏我的好心情

刚刚从perkampungan orang asli kanaq,sungai selangi回来

khidmat masyarakat

他们是全马来西亚最少数也是全世界最小的族群

只有仅仅的23户人家

最后我和明雁同一组

我们刚好被分到一个老人的家

他从我们一到就一直坐在门口到我们离开为止

就不准我们打扫他家

我觉得他蛮可怕的

我们最后只好在那个临时礼堂gotong-royong

垃圾一堆可是只有我,明雁还有Izni很努力的在做

好累~我反而觉得在学校上课都没有酱累咯

Monday, March 29, 2010

我心情不好

其实只是因为那天测验的成绩

尽管已经知道会有不是很好的结果

可是难免还是会有点bek chek

我一定会为这次的成绩负责到底的

因为是我自己懒惰

呵呵,连老师都知道我没有认真读书,

希望不要酱快headcount academic

因为我不想别人知道我的成绩

虽然我的成绩没有很差

可是很明显的跟去年期末考的时候比的话明显差了很多

虽然还有其他因素啦

比如没得选会做的题目

还有一题的weightage很高分等等

不过这些绝对不是借口。。

念书就好像跟书谈场恋爱

因为念书和情人一样都要好好经营,你们说,对吗?

其实我已经没有想要当律师的念头了

因为我发现,那也不是我要的生活

我要的其实只是要有social在内的工作

至于为什么要酱拼

我想是因为我想证明我可以成功,可是不是在理科方面

我不想输

因为我的自尊心很强,我不想让别人看不起

玉玲,加油吧~我要看见你成功!


Saturday, March 27, 2010

~

My test is over I am going out this two days since I have been released from test I went to check my Biasiswa account yesterday I get this year biasiswa too,hehe,I regained my "Vitamin M"which I always lack on. Just went KIPMART for the ceramah kerjaya haiz,Omg~very useless.. after that,I and Qianni,Jiamin went to eat roti pisang and tisu,hehe I just bought a printer yesterday it will be much convenient for me when need to do any printing project.. Heard Jiamin said,tomorrow kumpulan2 got people from kota tinggi chosen to teluk sari.. don't know who the teacher will be there,damn miss them..
Doing my kolokium project,DETEST! I don't want do power point larr

Got a quite happy event today,
I just found out a quite important thing that I thought I have
lost it long long ago..haha,of course is not this^larr
thanks for my sister~

Thursday, March 25, 2010

tomorrow my test end,but I have start my holiday today~

Tomorrow still have muet(reading comprehension) and Bm essay test
but I have give myself a break~

this minor test I seems have a bit look down on it,but c
annot change any situation although I felt remorseful now...
what I can do now is made a promise to myself that I much work as hard as possible next time,

hopefully what the horoscope telling is real(talking about my greatest strengths is my strongest determination on certain things)hehe,it seems very great,right?but,friends,do YOU think so?
I went to visit SMK Bandar just now,because Shyhlei is co
ming back and she date with Yokeling and Jinghua to go back to their secondary school take their original result slip of SPM and English 1119.
Talking about that,I started to sigh~
I am still study at my secondary school before,but I still haven't take my English 1119 result slip..the secretary of my school was so "BEK-CHEK" to find for me,hopeless~

SMK Bandar was much bigger than my s
chool
they got a big field~
and much large area than ours.
When Shyhlei fetch Jinghua back to her hous
e,two of them still got a lot of things haven't finish talking(they looked like a small couple,hehe=)they are not les larr)
After that,we go yumcha at tadpole ~
the NESCAFE I drank started to stimulate my brain..


It's time to motivate myself,
I must be a useful man one day,work hard to get a good result,hehe
wait for my brightX2 future~hehe

Share this lyrics with you,I like it~
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are

There's an answer

If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road

And you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold

You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh ho, Lord knows

Dreams are hard to follow

But don't let anyone

Tear them away, hey yea

Hold on

There will be tomorrow
In time, you find the way, hey


Then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you


That a hero lies in you
Mmm, that a hero lies in you

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

test week~goodness,I dont like such this minor test
of course it was very small bab have to study
but we use 1 hour test 4 question and the question contribute very high marks
vexing,I am sure I wont get better result compared to last year exam
the question was too specific
I think it was not worth for me to study so much and end up with nothing,it really sucks

Sunday, March 14, 2010











I was just went back from redbox-ing and buy my testpad,
Redbox's food is damn awlful,goodness..

but its seems delicious if haven't try it..
this time went back home
very early
early until dad also find it strange
after arrived home,I received a bad new
a good friend of my dad has passed away and I know that uncle too
last week he just came my home
I just cannot believe it as it happens too sudden
from this lessons,I learnt that we must treasure and appreciate our life even a second also
although all of us know this philosophy,but we always find it profound when something has happen and forgot it after that...
this uncle was a very good friend of my dad
everytimes when my house electric appliances got problems,he certainly will come and check up immediately..
what I know is my dad and uncle has know each other from primary school,just imagine their friendship...
too bad,life was too short,yet we cannot control the length of our life,but we can control the broad of our life...

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Just went back from school
but due to always thinking to relax a while,I come and post my blog..
actually I was speechless
my blog seems very dull
because the topic is always around my studie
s,nothing else..
today SPM result come out,
the best student of my school get 8A
haha,I only can say that the result is not as good as my year
everyday felt lethargic...

cannot wake up punctual
I really very tired
even next week start holiday still have to
go back school a few days for extra class
and a lot of homework waiting me to do
after holiday got ujian formal somemor
e..
Oh,my hectic life...when will it end?
hopefully all of my effort will turn to a valuable result one day..
Pray for me~
how I wish I can enjoy my life and leave the stress away..

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

the bad weather makes me felt I am getting sick
I have many symptoms of sick
today went out yumcha with weibing and Yiting
firstly the situation seems very quite but luckily after this found out a topic
haha,yesterday I do a BM1 test
then I suddenly saw Malaysia High School Certificate
wow,so standard if Stpm totally use this name..
my teacher said that we pursue our dreams that to did well as Stpm also was the same as the concept of Perang jihad
I strongly agree that..haha,just ignore it because I learn it from Tamadun islam
I must do my best no matter what happen,what obstacle,I want to get a good result,it will influence my future!
just realised that this form6 life also not so worst lar
as long as I gang up with other friends that before was not so machi one like Yiting,Huikian,Jinghua...thanks,friends!

Friday, March 5, 2010

吓死我了
因为我家的电话坏了
然后我打去100号
它就派两个人来
结果有一个就把我家的电话线和街区电脑的线弄乱了
害我以为历史又重演
不过幸亏被老爸发现了
没事了啦
拜一开始每个星期一到四都要留校到3.30pm
拜一和拜四有补习班
累~

Thursday, March 4, 2010

又来到每年的这一天
这样就三年了
不过还好今天我没有很emo
只是有点烦
像是因为太忙才有的烦啦
换句话说,只要还处在校园的一天
这种反应就会一直存在
忽然想到那天cikgu Hawa讲恭喜我们这些原本读理科的转来文科改变了自己的命运
我觉得这句话很有意义
所以我一定要证明我的决定是对的
放假回来会有ujian Formal
而且考住试的时候还有koko
如果照着原定的时间表的话啦
可是如果我连小测验都考不好
那要怎样把试考好呢?

不管啦
这个假期我一定要用所有的力量努力
但是,其实我最害怕的是考muet
24-4-2010
再不恶补的话
我的六十块就飞了啦

Monday, March 1, 2010

今天
开周会
我以为会开很久
结果没有叻
校长竟连提也没提那天出的成绩
听老师说校长很失望
可是他也应该要懂得珍惜那三个3A1B的人吧
这种成绩也不是那么容易考的啊~
谁不想当best student啊?
今天上的每一节课老师都几乎讲同样的话
唉,明天得留校,有kolokium
后天有koko
光想都觉得累了
原来老师真的有直接用她的kuasa vitro选我当红星月会的副主席呐
我本来以为她只是讲讲的啦
最近觉得自己像布偶
因为没有特别的心情
既没有喜悦,更没有生气,更没有伤心。。
就算遇到不满的事也不会激动
我想,我是老了,哈哈
就此停笔,因为bm下个礼拜 又要test了