Thursday, July 14, 2011

彷徨又烦躁

明天就是大学成绩公布的日子了
不知道是我心理作用还是什么的
我昨天晚上就睡得不是很好
今天早上教书也教得很烦躁
平常看他们打架都不会那么烦躁
往常拜四有9节我都不曾那么烦过
其实我还有两个礼拜就要结束我教书的日子了
我是真的很想在他们心里留下好印象
但是 我今天真的很烦躁
老师,真的是世界上很伟大的一份工作
不仅传授知识 更是苦口婆心的想要改变一个人
难怪人家说 老师可是会影响一个人的一生
我很感激 老天也让我有这种机会 体验这种 以后我不会从事的行业
谢谢因为总是让我遇到很好的人

不懂是我对自己没信心 还是我对国家没信心
希望明天检查成绩过后 我可以来这里报好消息
无论结局怎样,我都应该坦然面对
上大学的日子 是既期待又害怕
玉玲,加油!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

yearn

Human being is always like that
when you was at the state,you will never satisfied
but once you are about to step up on a new era,
you will start to feel sad to leave it
until this second,I still don't have this feel(by the reason I am about to leave my teaching's job soon)
For example,during STPM,all of us thinking want to leave school soon
to finish STPM soon
but now,it has been 7months I leave school,I still miss my school life very much
I miss my friends,my classmates,my teachers who dote on me,
Oh,but I can't back to that time anymore,we can only looking forward but cannot U-turn to that time,the feeling will change as well
Today,my colleague treat us breakfast,it was a very delicious and full meal,thanks again to her and at the same time,want congrats her because give birth successfully
This meal makes me suddenly remembered our Jamuan Prefect last year
it seems to be a welfare meal(because it makes me got this feel)
I will be leaving this job soon
Finally,we have do something useful in co-curricular activities
unlike previous,we just keep on doing something to let the time pass
today,we got show our ability on wound dressing
haha,that is what Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia SMKL present to me
I suddenly miss the time in PBSM SMKL=)and also Madam Norazlin
teaching this kids has been 7 months
but what have they improved?leave academic first,just talk about MATCHING,what they have improved?
until now still can laugh during matching,don't know where is left and where is right,
the most ridiculous thing is that WeeMing using rotan to teach them matching
even PLKN‘s instructor also didn't hold rotan during teach us
but I have to say that they are mean to be with rotan everytime

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

feel want write something

Recently,I have read some blogger's post and I have gained some inspiraton to write something
fine,I have to said that Mandarin's blog is more got feel,but,unfortunately if I keep on write with Mandarin,how I improve my English?

now,what I feel is anxiety about my future,just what will become after this Friday?
Will I satisfied with UPU's answer?God's will

Well,I have to conclude that
I wish to get a place at UM(LLB)
but I dont think I can be so lucky to get into it
I also hope to get Business Administation at UKM
but I dont think I will get it because Business is a popular course
Moreover,I put it in my 4th choice
So,what can I do now?I can do nothing,
I can only PRAY HARD,and then ACCEPT the UPU whatever they offer me,think that it is God's will,okay?Ng Gek Leng,you must overcome it~!

Friday, July 8, 2011

就是有这种人
自以为是
讲话不经大脑
你看着吧,我一定会努力的比你还成功!虽然我留在马来西亚,我一定会!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Bad mood

I am bad mood-ing now
because I didnt get HONGLEONG's call
yes,I already accept JPA's offer
but I still hope that I can get their calls because I hope my performance is GOOD enough to get their calls
However,I didn't get it =(
haishhhhhhhhhhhh,I am emo and bad mood now
I hate to waiting for calls!!!

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人 ­

十五六岁,

是一个人刚刚明白了什么叫“喜欢”,

什么叫“爱”的时候。

十五六岁,

是一个人最青春阳光的时候。 ­

十五六岁,

是一个人对爱情最真诚,

执著的时候。 ­

如果你在十五六岁的时候爱上了一个人。

那么,

请你铭记他(她)的脸,

因为你可能需要用一辈子去忘记这张脸。 ­

十五六岁的你,

不会明白什么叫作门当户对。 ­

十五六岁的你,

不会想到什么是“潜力”。 ­

十五六岁的你,

不会觉得面包比玫瑰浪漫。 ­

如果说,

每个人都有作梦的年龄。

那么,

每个十五六岁的人在自己的梦中都是幸福的“孩子”,

有幸福的生活。 ­

如果你在十五六岁爱上了一个女孩(男孩)。

那你必定会用尽全身力气去爱,

哪怕只换来半生回忆。 ­

十五六岁的你,

爱上(她)他,

绝不是爱他的物质实力,

因为你还不懂什么叫现实。 ­

十五六岁的你,

爱上(她)他,

就是爱他这个人,

毫无杂质,

单纯而完美的爱情。 ­

十五六岁的你,

爱上(她)他,

你是在用自己最美好的青春岁月去换一个和他的未来。 ­

十五六岁的你,

爱上(她)他,

必是尽了全身的力气,不顾一切的去爱。 ­

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人。 ­

你注定今生都无法忘记他。 ­

你把一生最美好的时光用来爱她。 ­

你把一生最单纯的爱献给了他(她) ­

你用自己最美丽的岁月来陪他(她)。 ­

你不顾一切的去爱她。 ­

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人。 ­

因为她一定是你真正爱的人。 ­

以后的岁月,

你会明白,

你很难再去单纯的爱上一个“人”。 ­

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人 ­

那是最最单纯的爱..那种感情里只有爱 ... ­

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Need you now

Actually I felt hopeless now
I would like to have some support,love from my love ones
my parents,my teachers..
I used to cure myself during school time,but now,I have to overcome it by myself like the turtle
I damn miss u all,my dear TEACHERS!because I am facing some unsure problems,not sure my decision is correct or not~~
from website,some of them said MPM already sent our STPM cert to our school,but I called to school just now,the answer is still the same=HAVENT got yet