Hi August :)

Hello August, a brand new month, another one month for me to enjoy my remaining holidays
Although I have been working like an intern, but my life wasn't that bad because I still have my own life while working,studying, baking, yumcha-ing, dating, etc.

August is a patriotic month for Malaysia. But, for me, August is a month for my birthday :)
I can feel the sun is super bright on August, and the sunflower smile happily than usual. LOL

Bye, July! On this brand new month, I hope all the tragedies can stop for a moment now as it has been so many tragedies happened these few weeks. From Malaysia to all over the world.

Hopefully, I will not be rejected by college application since I had been almost 10 times being rejected for any college I applied. I know I should have more determination on this because it has been hard for me because I am final year this coming September. I am not really willing to rent outside because of the 2+1 deposit, the unfurnished bad condition, the incomplete furniture..

All the best August~

Mid sembreak aka holidays

I am home after 7 weeks of study, I didn't find any weekends to back home
I don't know what I actually busy for, but I am really not enough time to get everything done..
Project paper get stuck in half-way, 3 assignment(S) is after me and tutorial(S) preparation
Thanks God I am home and enjoying my holidays while working hard for my homework like a bull
Recently, I received a funniest text so far, I am not going to reveal what is about, what I want to tell is: 'you should have some self-reflection before you point your fingers on others', try to place yourself on others' shoes, you must have do something on others before this happened on you, this is how karma works which I strongly believed in.
I think we shouldn't keep blaming on others without thinking about what have we did. I also think that I should have stop tolerate, I believe we are in the right side, God bless!

Well, time to have some chilling moment! This is the sizzling chocolate brownie we have last Wednesday at The Manhattan Fish Market Sogo Mall, taste not bad lah just a bit oily...er... cost RM12.90 (excluded government and service tax)

Real Holidays

Okay, I promise myself that I will update my blog more often when I finish my attachment report, in fact, it is not the case, hehe because it has been too many temptations around me such as watching drama series, be a helping hand of my mum, went back JB High Court and get back the signature of my supervisor, sometimes want do some little things for myself to eat. It has been quite a long time for me to do a dessert or whatever because of the attachment report, well, I post back and scan one copies to DZ already, so shouldn't be a problem now. Let's do what i plan previously..

Da Dang for the temporary, I am currently watching Inborn Pair 真爱找麻烦 and addicted on it. LOL
Chris Wang is so handsome and I realized Victor Wang's song is just match the scene. I like it very much :) So awed that this song is made in Malaysia as the 作词is易桀齐, highly recommend this song and specially dedicate to my dear Zack tan :

假期

这个假期 有点出乎意料 本来计划好的事 最后还是突如其来的人算不如天算 打错算盘
导致我心情一直都不是很好
拜五晚上回到家 拜六雅苗 婉琪 在倩妮家过夜 准备隔天一走要一起去刁曼岛 所以我跟他们一起去吃晚餐
这一切都还很ok 一直到我接到他的电话说他接到云顶的电话叫他去上班
当下我吃着甜品轩的甜品 觉得一点也不甜 反而多了很多愁
虽然说 其实不管他是在家还是去云顶工作 我们都没有的天天见面
但是 我一向来都不喜欢他那种很爱讲话 跟每个人都很熟的性格 因为那会让我觉得我都没有优先权 很没有安全感
再说 平时没有做工的时候 就已经对我爱理不理 工作了还得了
生气 吵架 斗气 结果只是自己气自己 因为想气他 却只气到自己
他说我不相信他 理直气壮的觉得自己没有错 还说要自由 听了就很生气 他却没有要安抚我的意思
那几天心情真的很差 几乎每个晚上都在被窝里偷哭 隔天早上就双眼红肿
我承认我是斗气 但是他就是不肯低头 简直就是气爆了

说说这几天的attachment 其实我觉得这个过程是要让你更喜欢你以后的工作 或者反之
在法庭上班 其实还蛮闷的 但是我今天看了magistrate审后 突然觉得翻译员是份很重要的工作
庆幸还有senior跟我一起做attachment不然我一定闷死了 而且一定不敢偷溜
每顿午餐 都在聊八卦

说到云顶 本来想说不管怎样 都可以联络到对方
谁知道他睡觉的地方竟然连线都没有 data更是不用说了 简直是无言 那他在做什么我也不知道 一点都不让人感觉到我在谈恋爱 更气的是 她根本就不会主动联络我
打了一通电话给我就挂了 再打回去就又是没有线 真是火大
我突然在想我到底可以忍多久？
每天都这样 两个月说长不长说短不短 我觉得这份等待的感觉很不好受
很敬佩当年二舅母在哪通讯不发达的时代坚持等去日本两年的二舅回来
也许 这种事我永远也办不到吧
我的个性 控制欲很强 他的个性喜欢自由 不喜欢别人管
我顿时觉得我们像是火星撞地球
再加上今天让我巧遇罗校长的先生
勾起我对我的生命里数的回忆
果然 我们要在一起真的不简单 都在各忙各的 很炫 为什么会这样呢 我也不知道
所以 我该看开吗？ 我不想
这两个月后绝对不能叫我在这样继续过日子 要还真是那样的话 我想那个结局就是最残酷的结局 这几天很空虚 寂寞 几乎很想找别人出来跟我聊聊天
原来你那么重要到 这种地步
就不知道 今晚你想念的人会不会是我 我想念的人会不会想到我