生命是如此脆弱，我们应该要珍惜每个当下，因为谁也不知道下一次是否能在看见我们想见的人，昨天，我和景华讲电话讲到哭了，其实我早料到了的，因为一句‘那是他为我们做的最后一件事’我哭了。。

感谢的话，我来不及说，希望要真的有下辈子，我能在遇见这位好老师。也许他是好事做尽了，所以回到天堂了。无论怎么样，我都会永远怀念他。努力的读完这一年多，这样才能够对得起他。

虽然我们拥有着不同的宗教，来自不同的种族，天上的众神们啊，请帮我眷顾这位恩人。未来，很未知，该说的话要赶紧说，要做的是要赶紧做。。。

i finally get to change to artstream already...waiting for so long,the letter finally end with my hands,too suprise...not really happy bcoz i heard that the pengawai khas pendidikan daerah kota tinggi,Encik Rahmat Puasa, that we met b4 have passed away caused by an accident,i really felt sad,that was the 1st time i felt sad towards a non relatives,i cannot imagine that he had passed away since i have met him this monday at smk tun habab,this will be the last time i saw him..i intend to thanks him personally once i get to change to artstream,but~hope that he will rest in peace at heaven with his ALMIGHTY GOD...let's pray for him...his kindness will be in my heart forever...i will work harder and harder to repay his kindness...

wah~kanasai de lo,i still haven receive the letter that i get 2 change to artstream...then i still need to do the enzyme experiment,what the hell,saliva again!goodness...so disgusting.today's mood not good...luckily remove the virus le...300++,what the hell...perharps it is really the time i stop yearning anything...give up!hehe,

sometimes,not u don't want to forget,just u cannot to make yourself forget,i suddenly discovered that coz of somebody asking today..haha...i m too strong until i don't want admit that i haven forget~my pc seems got virus lehh,hopefully not big deal!yasmin ahmad passed away,damn sad~

it has been a long time no write my blog le,nothing special happen recently...only felt that got many people cared about me,not only i m keeping waiting and waiting,i have many support,my beloved 'godmother',my beloved puan zarinah and puan norhayati,haha...and my parents give me support and freedom to find my pathway without any stress,although it has been a long time keep on waiting,but i have no choice to get back,it is hard i know..but i will success 1 day de! WHEN THERE IS A WILL,THERE IS A WAY...yuling,u can do it de,WAY TO GO!

a day and a day passed by,i still not get an answer yet...my life is quite fragile recently,juz luckily that got many frenz and teachers cheer me...study have to wait,my love also have to wait marr?i m very tired le,who can i lean on?does he knows here got a silly person is waiting for him?

i am back,back with a very steady mind~

I am back,i have been in a dilemma,so far,nearly crazy..luckily today will be ended soon...the only thing i know is that i must get to change to artstream and gambatte for my stpm,trying to be a best student stpm,prove that it was right that i chosen form6...i must be confident to myself and mr.chong too...pulls all negative ions aside!now just left don't know how to face the teachers who very want me to go...but i will make sure i will not regret for that..i am very miserable and helpless,i am yearning for help and power...GAMBATTE,yuling!