i am back,back with a very steady mind~

I am back,i have been in a dilemma,so far,nearly crazy..luckily today will be ended soon...the only thing i know is that i must get to change to artstream and gambatte for my stpm,trying to be a best student stpm,prove that it was right that i chosen form6...i must be confident to myself and mr.chong too...pulls all negative ions aside!now just left don't know how to face the teachers who very want me to go...but i will make sure i will not regret for that..i am very miserable and helpless,i am yearning for help and power...GAMBATTE,yuling!