My new ambition

Recently, I have a new ambition, that is~~ To buy every single law books that I have been used

But I think this ambition will only fulfill after I graduate?

LOL just a few days ago, I went to Kinokuniya KLCC and I saw Mc Gregor's book- Damages, it costs RM1991 I was just guessing the price is around RM500 something, who knows? Then I told Yeeling just now, and she replied that would it be FUNNY and RIDICULOUS that if I have this book in my house and the thief steal my book instead of the money?HAHA

 The next ambition of mine will be passed all the subjects in this semester :)

Well, have to talk about the experience that I witnessed the BERSIH solidarity march

Because of HIM, I went to that kind of political's event which is quite contradicts with my usual opinion on it (my stand is neutral on politics)

As compared to BERSIH 2.0, I think this time is better at least the injuries was not that bad and serious and they didn't harm the innocent in Tung Shin Hospital

I believed that everything happen with a reason, the police might turned out become rude, but they will do so might also because of the aggresive people who rude to them

As a Malaysian, undoubtedly I do support BERSIH and STOP LYNAS but what we do and protest does it really can change the things? I was not that optimistic on it

Let's pray for the best of Malaysia's new generation!

It was the first time I went to Petaling street there was so peaceful and all the shops and stalls there are closed

This weekend I have buy myself a high heel shoes, a dress for college's dinner, a sandal for my daily use

I like Phairin's high heel damn much, it is NOSE, never mind, I still can wear hers one ~ :)

This semester is going to an end and I was start thinking of my residential next semester

what if I can't stay at college then I think I most probably will move outside if someone want move out with me, but the problem is, I have to think about HIM again..

So, to make things simple, do you think that I should pray that I get 8th college again

It is beyond doubt that if I was being kicked out from 8th college, I will miss my dear friends at 8th college, however, if I stay at college, the BAD CYCLE of mine will continiuosly move on(refuse to join any activities) God, what should I do now? 

LOST

Sometimes I just feel lost in myself

I was like don't know what exactly I really want

maybe sometimes I need a pair of ears but you are not aware that I need it and cut down our conversation, and sometimes is me my problem that I can't express the true feeling of mine

or more precisely I should said that if I speak it out face by face then it will be higher possibility that I will be end up with crying

And I know, YOU did a lot for me

come to see me every night

you are the first and the last person that I text with everyday

and also even chose to be with me as compared with friends,brothers..

However, I really don't know how to react when I see your black face, emotional facial expression, I don't know what should I said or do to make you smile..sometimes, I just feel like I am such a failure

The most important thing is my TABOO to hear THAT NAME,please you don't mention it again except in certain circumstances,the joke is not funny at all

Sometimes I just wondering that why you take it as a joke but I can't feel it as a joke,instead I feel it was like a symbolize that my criteria is lower than her and you choose me was just because you can't get her

SORRY if feel like I am such a paranoid

Don't you know that the taboo among lovers are talking about their stupid-Ex?

I have a problem, that is I cannot accept people criticize on me especially when the things you criticized or commented are the things that I meant it a lot and cared about..

I really treasure this relationship, I know you will too.

So, happy 3 months for 1/5/2012

*hug* I love you