选我所爱
爱我所选

我回来了

没想到就六天没上来了
刚刚我常开的tab竟然叫我自己打password
终于，考试总算告一段落
还剩下拜四的pp2一张paper~
真的希望这次的考试headcount可以进步！

虽然还没考完完
但是有个长周末
真是开心呢
今天心情不错
所以很有feel要上来写~呵呵

先写这几天发生的事吧
忘了是哪一天
妹妹帮我拔白头发
哈哈，近十条那么多
她很兴奋的要帮我
爸爸都说我是未老先衰
但我想是我平时想太多又或许是因为熬夜的关系
以前看欣宜的一头银发
就觉得那是智慧的象征和累计
但是当事情发生在自己身上的时候，我也没有变聪明啊~

昨天是倩妮的生日
在这里献上迟来的祝福
希望你stpm 4A身体可以健康下来 别老是伤风感冒了
另外，要非常谢谢你陪我去做一些别人顾着考试不会想要帮忙分担的事情
就像那天去买教师节的礼物那样，感谢你！
你生日的时候在考试，抱歉没有想个特别的点子帮你庆祝
万分的感激有你这个好朋友！

这一年过的好快
又快六月咯
考完半年考
下次的考试，我想就是percubaan了吧？
很不想听见这个事实
却又无法掩饰

这次的考试
基本上来说还算满意
如果真的要说不满意的就是pa2咯
因为我很粗心
虽然没有一张paper是知道成绩的
但是我有预感它应该会是比想象中糟的
不知道这种感觉为何那么强烈
我想很可能是因为我还是很不甘愿我的pa2老是被换掉
搞到我整个人很没有信心
那种感觉难以言喻
尤其是在补习的时候
就只有我是那个在学校不是给老师教的
especially 今天的气氛
刚刚随口跟老师讲我担心被 Rizan spoilt 掉成绩
之后老师安慰我叫我不要那么想因为我还有补习
虽然是同一句话，而且之前也听过了
但是刚刚我竟然会有想要哭的感觉，很酸
虽然我是个很重感情的人 不过我很倔 我不会在别人面前哭
不管怎样，我一定要比别人还要还要努力和用功，因为我要成功~
暂时就把吃苦当成吃补吧
我相信老天自有安排
我相信siewboon这句话‘没有我做不到的事，我只是选择要做或不做而已’
我念书最大的动力就是我不服输的心
我不喜欢输给周遭的人
尤其是看不起我的人
所以我想我之前换科系的时候虽然几近波折
我还是很坚持也是因为这个原因-我不要输
而且我相信我选择的是适合我的 这点，我会证明给大家看，证明这才是我的春天！

最近我才发现原来我的爸妈都是很重感情的人
很感性的人
其实重感情的人没什么不好只是偶尔会没有用脑思考，哈哈
我家不是那种爱你会讲出口的家庭
爸几个月前失去了一个好朋友
感觉他还在思念他这个朋友
因为他们在还很小的时候就认识了
虽然几个月过去了
爸还是会说改次要去到另一个世界才能找他这个朋友喝茶了等这种惋惜的话

战争中。。

考试就像在打仗
考完一张paper就很想睡
因为我很认真的在那三个小时内
不过我总觉得这次的考试不容易
虽然有很多贴士
就是因为有贴士所以万一考不好的话会很难跟自己交代
那些题目看似容易
但是好像都是卧虎藏龙
考题布满陷阱
就等你跌进去
暂时把昨天的paper忘记
讲今天的，graf就有个陷阱
我就是那个掉下去的人
幸亏rizan有跟我讲，叫我重做
但是我好像注定会掉进陷阱
因为我的作文只写一个laras
事实上是要写两个~
此刻觉得很对不起老师，因为我觉得老师对我们的期望很高
完了啦，我一定考不好
所以其他paper我要真的好好拼了！

筋疲力竭

好累
不过很庆幸教师节很顺利的进行
还算不错
尤其是anugerah bintang popular
真的全场很激动
果然有照片跟光讲的真的有差别
他们把礼堂布置到好美
应该是说整体来讲很成功
希望我包到十二点的礼物老师会喜欢~
还有，我跟我很敬爱的老师拍到照了，而且还是很亲密的照片~

看到自己支持的老师接获anugerah就很开心（虽然我早就已经知道结果了的）
但是还是跟大家一起兴奋，哈哈,兴奋到快掉眼泪了

教师节，一年只有一天
老师们都很开心
而且都很不正式
但是，却还有学生很不给脸的在老师们面前打架
不会想要买份礼物给老师就算了
竟然这样

My speaking test damn hard
I think I only can scored at Task B because I dont have point to said on Task A as I was given a point which is hard to elaborate.
started to think take Muet test again~
I hate lerr,every time when the exam is around the corner,I was given lots of works to do.
this time is Teacher's day,hopefully it will be the last time I do this job.
Please give me some power to study during midnight~

Struggling

some of them have their muet speaking test today
mine was tomorrow,I was quite worried about that as the candidate D's task was much more difficult~
How I hope it may get over faster
I dont like such this struggle feeling
I want end it faster to concentrate on my mid year exam!
so,please bless for me tomorrow I was given a quite easy task to speak
Lower6 enter today
doing orientation for them
I was asked to give some briefing about my package
but I dont think they was listen to me
Anybody got any good idea for Teacher's day can contribute for me?we must do something great and touching this time as I have been 7 years here

Dead beat

I think I have addicted to coffee
I have non-stop drinking it a few days
then today I stop drink it,I end up with very tired,sleepy
supposed to be very happy because tomorrow is weekend
but,I have to go to school for co-curricular activities
the others club just use Wednesday's afternoon to do that
but mine is so special
I have to said that
actually I dont think saturday will have more members come to school

hehe,it has been a long time not being a planner to do any birthday surprise for my friends
but my idea comes out to fulfill teacher's day atmosphere
hopefully all will be done smoothly and it is as good as my imagine
Well,I should said that we must be sincere to all our action,I hate hypocrite!

My kolokium was ended,no more kolokium in this year for me!

hooray,it was nice to heard that
I has just presented my kolokium
that has been quite "tortured"me for a few months I think
until today also,I am doing the correction for that
whenever good or bad,fortunately it has been ended successfully
Besides felt relieved for the "release",I also felt guilty for not doing well
and 100000 times THANKS and SORRY for my 2 great teachers-Cikgu Yati and Md Zain
Lately,I was in the mood of grateful and a bit sadness I think
most probably influenced by the session of grateful,in the month of May-Mother's day and Teacher's day in Malaysia.
today,my Sejarah teacher has give a statement
I think it was right,and I was proud to be a Chinese!

no matter what you get,it is A kind of blessing

我的爱情就像紅豆冰一樣，還來不及再感受，就已經融化了，只能在記憶裡留下那味道和深刻的刺痛。

Yesterday I was going to watch Ice kacang puppy love with Yeetin
firstly we are planning to go today's mall cinema to watch it
but at the end we cannot managed to go there
so we go to Jusco watch it
it is a long long queue I ever met
although we are going out of our plan,but I think it is also not too bad as I have discovered a new Muet book,analysis PengajianAm1 2009 with the answer also in HARRIS bookstore*
the muet book is very powerful,really awesome..
the story and the background of the movie I like it very much
I like old buildings
I felt touching at the moment when li xin jie called her mum and apologized with her
Mum is a very important for me
I always felt that we should filial towards our mum and also respect and tried to help others mum
because they have sacrificed lots of their precious time for us
Remember,without Mum,we will not at this world and undoubtedly,we are nothing!
I felt very sad when the old uncle passed away but he has not fulfilled his own wish to back to China bring his wife here almost 50++years
So,treasure anything we have now,and felt grateful for that*