i finally get to change to artstream already...waiting for so long,the letter finally end with my hands,too suprise...not really happy bcoz i heard that the pengawai khas pendidikan daerah kota tinggi,Encik Rahmat Puasa, that we met b4 have passed away caused by an accident,i really felt sad,that was the 1st time i felt sad towards a non relatives,i cannot imagine that he had passed away since i have met him this monday at smk tun habab,this will be the last time i saw him..i intend to thanks him personally once i get to change to artstream,but~hope that he will rest in peace at heaven with his ALMIGHTY GOD...let's pray for him...his kindness will be in my heart forever...i will work harder and harder to repay his kindness...

wah~kanasai de lo,i still haven receive the letter that i get 2 change to artstream...then i still need to do the enzyme experiment,what the hell,saliva again!goodness...so disgusting.today's mood not good...luckily remove the virus le...300++,what the hell...perharps it is really the time i stop yearning anything...give up!hehe,

sometimes,not u don't want to forget,just u cannot to make yourself forget,i suddenly discovered that coz of somebody asking today..haha...i m too strong until i don't want admit that i haven forget~my pc seems got virus lehh,hopefully not big deal!yasmin ahmad passed away,damn sad~

it has been a long time no write my blog le,nothing special happen recently...only felt that got many people cared about me,not only i m keeping waiting and waiting,i have many support,my beloved 'godmother',my beloved puan zarinah and puan norhayati,haha...and my parents give me support and freedom to find my pathway without any stress,although it has been a long time keep on waiting,but i have no choice to get back,it is hard i know..but i will success 1 day de! WHEN THERE IS A WILL,THERE IS A WAY...yuling,u can do it de,WAY TO GO!

a day and a day passed by,i still not get an answer yet...my life is quite fragile recently,juz luckily that got many frenz and teachers cheer me...study have to wait,my love also have to wait marr?i m very tired le,who can i lean on?does he knows here got a silly person is waiting for him?

i am back,back with a very steady mind~

I am back,i have been in a dilemma,so far,nearly crazy..luckily today will be ended soon...the only thing i know is that i must get to change to artstream and gambatte for my stpm,trying to be a best student stpm,prove that it was right that i chosen form6...i must be confident to myself and mr.chong too...pulls all negative ions aside!now just left don't know how to face the teachers who very want me to go...but i will make sure i will not regret for that..i am very miserable and helpless,i am yearning for help and power...GAMBATTE,yuling!

all lose,just left an unsure waiting...

I hate waiting since i was young,but i have to wait this time,because it was not beyond my control..now all settle,just left out unsure waiting...i have not been so worried so miserable before,this affect my future...i am not a tolerance person but i have to wait for that...drop this topic,i oso not sure that am i waiting somebody..sick with this unsure waiting,makes me crazy!very miss plkn life,no need 2 worry so much,i miss that place..

All the best for tomorrow,wish me luck,ok?everything has nearly settle down,just need to wait the result came out..i dont wish to be a teacher for my whole life,so i have to have a bet this time,very risky...who can give me some power,who can lend me his shoulder?everytimes i met problem,i miss somebody although it has been a long long time...am i really wan u to came back by my side?i oso confuse..

A very unlucky 7 July..

haiz~I really cannot get to change to artstream for the first time appeal,need to appeal again,I am sick for that!is this god tell me that I should go to maktab perguruan?It was really a waste i didn go there but i get that.Luckily I am not alone,otherwise I think I will cry first..very exhausted to go so many places..thanks for yeetin and ah teck who in a same situation with me.Life is very challenging,it was not only depend on what you decide,because it may got somethings blocked you,it indeed is a test!GAMBATTE for myself tomorrow...luckily i still got a tiger son can accompany,haha