Friday, March 7, 2014

Influenced by jurisprudence--caste system

Coincidentally, it has been 2 months from my previous post
Well, Sem 1 of third year ended, I finished all my exams, I passed all my papers, my holidays has been ended as well
Now, here comes my Sem 2 of third year, of course, something new about this semester, there is a core paper named 'Jurisprudence' which talked about the ancient philosophers and their thoughts.
It is a paper where almost every seniors shaken their heads when being asked on how to study Juris.
Hmm, interestingly, I still feel Ok for this course, not too annoyed for me because I somehow feel Trust is rather killing me >_<
Of course, I am not here today to talk about what subject I took for this semester. Linked back to Jurisprudence, Plato's idealism supported caste system which I humbly believed it still existing until today.
Of course, I am not a supporter of caste system where the upper pyramid layer must be intellectual group, and followed by soldiers and slaves. What I am trying to say is : There is still a group of elite group in the society (maybe it happens to some classes or batch). Some event only happens to attract them and nobody bothers it, some attitude or behaviour only happens to made by them and not the lower level of the pyramid.
Me, as a intermediate level of the society do strive my very best in everything. I did not feel guilty about myself, although I admit that I feel a bit inferior among others. I never feel let my parents or even myself down. I know, I am not perfect, BUT I am still the real me, I am not fake. I dislike high profile, I feel easygoing with what I do now.
Thanks God for what you gifted me. I will be continuing be determined on what I am doing now, I believe I will be success one day for sure!

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Random

Happy New Year 2014, this is my first entry in 2014
Again, this is exam period not much thing to talk, all is about luck...
Study about will, spotted will will come out for exam but God knows tracing become the compulsory question? 
My hand shakes even though I read tracing, I somehow not sure about my application, don't know does it satisfied Prof's style.
Well, all is past, I left company law to finish my third year first sem. Another 4 days to go...Then I will be free and ease to do everything I want.
In this brand new year, I have a list of things to do... Hope I will get it all done by the end of 2014
Started to dislike facebook because I think it is very full with rubbish messages, news...emotions...Facebook for me know was all about study's group, no much more, so I decided to post anything about myself in wechat, weibo, twitter and blog.
Still feel blessed to have him in my life although most of the time, he made me feel stressed. Lol

Monday, October 7, 2013

念书的动力

小时候 念书的动力 是一步一步迈向自己对未来的想象和憧憬 再加上把考试考好 被师长称赞的那种优越感
关于上课 我忘了 我只记得小时候只读两年幼稚园 而那些读三年的就比我早一年就开始上课了
每天看着雪晶时间一到就背着小书包走出去等巴士 就很羡慕的说 
长大后 喜欢上课是因为可以跟朋友讲话 见到朋友
现在 老了 才发现念书, 学习好像是一辈子的事 永远都做不完 永远都不会有完结篇 
看见学长学姐毕业了 我很是羡慕 我还有两年 加油呗 我一定可以的
最近有点小忙 脾气很不好 我好期待假期
庆幸的是 我找到了一个我念书的动力--(不是我男朋友, 虽然他也是其中一个动力)
就是它

看到这张蛋椅 整个人心情都好去 
只可惜一椅难求 明天7个小时马拉松上课 所以我要说晚安咯

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Study life

This is the 4th week of lecture, even though this is my 3rd year of law school where core subjects turn less, but I still feel my time is not enough
EL is not as interesting as I think. Learning Thai (particularly a brand new language) for me is like I feel like I was an idiot, I cannot even persuade myself to pronounce it and treat it as another meaning. Okay, I just hope I can boost my pointer as I planned. Another EL is English in advertising, the lecture is bored, every Mon and Wed 3-4pm (take a nap time) especially this is the time where my stomach digest my lunch and I felt sleepy. Nevertheless, the tutorial is just nice, I discovered many special advertisement which I never see it and even take a look on it.
About Project Paper, this really headache me. I think I will do renewable energy act (solar energy) as what my supervisor Prof. Abu Bakar suggested. At least he can guide me and provide me some resources :P
But the problem now is I not yet squeeze a time for the Literature Review, methadology all that... 11/11/13 will be the due date, when is it can I finished it?
Employment assignment due date 18/10/13 (2 weeks more from now)
English research topic due date 28/10/13
Haji holidays is next week. OMG is going to be crazy especially with the freaking cold air-cond in the library
Because of lack of time and time management, I always opt for short book like when I studied contract, I used Alsagoff, PIL I used Abdul Ghafur. Now, Company law turn, I use Chan Wai Meng. Super lazy bum indeed. HAHA

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

感触

昨天吃了那场饭后 最令我念念不忘的是这句话
The only person will love you with no condition is your mother.
再加上 昨晚才把三个礼拜前妈妈叫我带来吃的水果解决掉 我真心的开始想妈妈
尤其是课业上也有很多烦人的事情 真的需要精神上的支持
加油吧

Saturday, September 21, 2013

树熊

有时觉得自己想树熊 难道就不可以过得自在一点吗
在家的时候很喜欢黏家
在外面的时候 没有男朋友在身边 就很寂寞
我好像很喜欢靠 喜欢有人陪伴
感觉好窝囊 唉 加油

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

大學第三年

終於我邁入了大學第三年
暮然回首 還真的覺得時間過得特別快 尤其是第二年 簡直就像混混噩噩的過了
我在第八宿舍住了兩年 第三年我仍舊申請第八宿舍但是被拒絕了 因為我一點也不活躍宿舍活動-所以會有這種後果是活該
本來以為住去第十宿舍會很不習慣 很不喜歡 至少跟男朋友同一個宿舍
不過 其實不是那樣 我還真蠻喜歡第十宿舍的兩人房 感覺剛剛好 不會雜亂
而且那裡很平靜 又很涼爽
不必和別人打交道 因為你根本就不認識那些人(交換計劃的外國學生)
偶爾在洗衣間跟他們講講話 雞同鴨講的 不像以前住第八的時候朋友都在左鄰右舍 會去哈拉兩下 也許這就是有失才有得 老天爺還真的蠻公平的
唯一嚇到我的 就只有那些中國學生和韓國學生可以坦蕩蕩的沒有戴胸罩穿著很透視的衣服在宿舍裏面走來走去 這真的讓我傻眼 眼睛又不懂搖擺哪裡 這真的是文化上的差異
我其實還蠻羡慕他們的可以在別的國家待上一個學期又不用延遲畢業(所謂的可以transfer credit hours) 可惜我們的都沒有 如果可以我好想可以去台灣還是日本啊~~
算了吧 當下還是好好的努力用功讀書 然後存錢畢業再讓自己小小願望慢慢實現